my weekday dreamings are my weekend exploits

and their all about you.

red opium

full cherry lips
and hands around your hips
could defy this ceiling

placed on high
with a crimson smile
your heartfelt pain
as i take you again

for granted
my tongues tainted
your my well meaning

your my red opium.

im hungry. and i need to smoke. its only 10:22 AM. two more hours till some mee pok. and davidoff. but more the davidoff. two more days till i quit. after which, i can smoke and eat whenever i want. till then. hsssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhtttttttttttttt will be my motto. : I

Staind's So Far Away

This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before

Somebody shake me
Cause I,
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here
It's so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
It's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
And I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today