nothing to do now.
2 days off make for a friggin long weekend.
not that im complaining.
its just that im bored.
thinking i have so long more to go before i ord.
then i think of kiat.
who ords in 2011.
and i feel a bit better.
but still
even though i had fun at butter factory on sat
i know that scratching below the surface
begging to get out and claw the fucking faces off everyone
is a selfish, ill-conceived piece of monster
that everyone is insistent on not uncovering and killing
before it tears through all our skins
and thrashes through everyone.
tomorrow night at my place better produce some results
and they had better be tangible
or i think its going to hit the ceiling fan
and explode in our faces.
Nirvana's Heart Shaped Box
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath