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today was pretty eventful!

booked out of camp. went home to change. met jerome samuel and xin wei for a movie. yes man is pretty hilarious, in a slapstick, jim carrey kinda way. after the movie we split up cause we had our own stuff to handle. i had to head over to coronation plaza to get my haircut and bubble tea(way too addictive, really.), the others had to prep for their book in.

just finished pwning with jon and jerome. dota is always more fun when played with buddies, it gives you something to laugh about and just builds this spirit of camaraderie. er. apparently the video of me... playing rock band very exuberantly has been generating some unhealthy interest. ill not say more here, its just that i dont think it should be put up on sites where underage kids have easy access to them. its just not appropriate!

ok. lifes got a funny way of booting you in the head just when everythings going smooth and stable. its got something to do with being content in any given situation. just when you feel that everythings in balance(like work, relationships, money etc. etc.) something comes along and just tips over your canoe.

im not being a pessimist, far from it. its simply a fact that when we are happy with everything, the smallest of imperfections can chain to every aspect of our life, usually uncontrollably, leaving us having to start all over again. if you look carefully, as in really open up to yourself and take a good strong gander at every single pivotal moment in your life, you realise that before these situations occur your content and perfectly happy with circumstances as they were.

be it a sad moment like an upheaval in a relationship, a loss of something of great importance to you or a sudden realisation that you cant go back in time a couple of days and fix things, or even a joyous one where you get a raise or meet someone from your past who just sets your world on fire.... these things just cause our lives to enter flux once more.

righto. so basically... the next time you have something happen to you and it shakes up everything you knew and felt secure in just keep in mind that these things happen. and whether your happier or more depressed than when you first started out, its kinda funny how stuff just falls into place by their own natural self. its like fate... only you sorta already know that everythings gonna be alright tomorrow.

p.s. fuck it, i dont need this shit.

Pink's So What

I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight