summing himself up took too long

man.

i dunno, i just watched never back down with samuel xiang un jerome boren and shi han but im pretty bummed out right now. i think its because ive been pondering about stuff way too much again. that happens a lot when im left alone for a bit. you know that little bit of time you get when its just you and some music and maybe an evening breeze your walking against. you cant help but look back on things...

this time was, once more, me and the people around. i feel down because i know ns is gonna drain away all the time i should be spending with my friends, instead channeling it into pointless and generally teeth grinding outlets. it tests the strength of relationships by forcing apart people, at the same time stifling the ability to make new companions. furthermore, avenues of escape are rarely an option.

but maybe it wont be so bad...

after all, therell still be weekends.

and university after these two long years.

yeah...

i guess i can still have fun.

it aint all bad.

pray for me me lovelies.

Del Amitri's Tell Her This

Tell her what was wrong
I sometimes think to much
But say nothing at all
And tell her from this high terrain, I am ready now to fall