i saw a new group of people. well, technically its an old group but everything changed so much that it feel as if im saying hello nice to meet you all over again. hes thin now, hes drinking, hes super thin now, shes talking to everyone. where was i when this all happened and have i changed that much as well? i sincerely hope so, yet am afraid if the changes i made were any good at all. id like to think so.
hello and well met ad4. friends before and now again.
so different from the people i go about with, its scary. stories and laughs shared i hardly have a place in.
even later that night when im at my favourite place with my favourite drink i cant help but wonder how these people my age and from my background can be on a completely different wavelength from me. granted i never put my lot in with them back in school but still. most of what they say elicit laughs alll around but not so hearty from yours truly. maybe im missing something, or maybe when i move on ill get it. come on fate, deal me an identifable hand once in a while
Regina Spektor's The Call
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
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